How did the person who eventually wrote the summary in Chapter 53 feel about taking on this responsibility?

The author who completed the summary expresses profound humility and a sense of inadequacy in Chapter 53. He describes himself as a "fool with a dull intellect" with "no scent of knowledge" and feels dejected about his ability to complete the poetic work started by the brilliant Hemadpant. He turns to prayer, begging Lord Dattaguru and Sai-Narayana for mercy and inspiration. He believes his only support is the Guru's grace, which is powerful enough to "make a gnat lift a mountain." Ultimately, he surrenders his own agency, stating that Sai himself will be the one writing the summary, and his own mouth is "merely an instrument."