How did the new author responsible for completing Chapter 53 feel about taking on the task?

The author who ultimately took on the task of writing the summary in Chapter 53 expressed profound humility and a sense of inadequacy. He describes himself as a "fool with a dull intellect" with "no scent of knowledge" and being "blind to poetry from the start." He felt dejected but placed his entire faith in the grace of the Guru, praying for mercy and inspiration. The author states that his only support is the favor of Shri Dattaguru, whose power is so great He can "make a gnat lift a mountain." He concludes that Sai Baba himself will be the true writer, and his own mouth is merely an instrument for the Guru's work.