How did the author, who was initially a cynic and debater, end up going to Shirdi to see Sai Baba?

The author's journey to Shirdi was not something he initially sought, as he was proud, cynical, and a 'staunch debater.' Chapter 2 reveals that his visit was due to 'strong destiny' and a past-life connection with Kakasaheb Dixit and Nanasaheb Chandorkar. It was specifically due to Kakasaheb's insistence that the trip to Shirdi was arranged. Interestingly, even on the day of departure, the author's mind suddenly changed and he was hesitant. This hesitation was influenced by hearing about a tragic event where a close friend's son died despite his Guru being present, which made the author question the power of such figures. Despite his skepticism, the influence of his friends ultimately led him to Sai Baba's lotus feet.