How did the author of the Sai Satcharitra describe his personal motivation and the process of writing the book in Chapter 49?

In Chapter 49 of the Sai Satcharitra, the author explains that he was compelled to write by Sai Baba's "unfathomable Leela (play)." He felt that while silence was the truest praise for the Sadguru, Sai's qualities made it impossible for him to remain still. He compares the stories to a "culinary arrangement of essence," a sweet delicacy that must be shared with fellow devotees to double the bliss. The author reveals that Sai Himself was the true force behind the writing, prompting him to start the Satcharita and providing inspiration. He mentions that if he ever forgot the narrative or felt lazy, Sai would give him "the remembrance at the right time," making it clear that Sai is both the composer and the writer of His own stories.