How did Balasaheb Deo's resolution to wait for Sai's command represent a form of advanced spiritual practice?

Balasaheb Deo's decision to wait for a direct order from Sai represents an advanced spiritual practice of surrender. After exhausting his own efforts—setting goals, taking leave, and trying to force a routine—he recognized the limitation of his personal will. As chapter 41 narrates, he made a firm resolve: "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start." This wasn't passive resignation but an active placement of faith at the Guru's feet. It demonstrates the understanding that spiritual progress, particularly overcoming deep-seated obstacles, is not merely a product of one's own efforts but is ultimately granted by the Guru's grace and timing.