How did Balasaheb Deo's experience with reading other books contrast with his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari?

There was a stark contrast in Balasaheb Deo's reading habits, as described in Chapter 41. While he had a strong intention to read the Dnyaneshwari, some form of obstacle would always arise, and his resolution would not hold. In contrast, when other books were taken in hand, they were read regularly without issue. Even during a three-month leave he took for rest, he found that other tasks were done and other regular books were read, but his specific desire for the Dnyaneshwari was not fulfilled. This discrepancy highlighted that his difficulty was not a general lack of discipline or time, but a specific, persistent block related only to the Dnyaneshwari, which caused him great distress.