How did Balasaheb Deo's experience reading the Dnyaneshwari compare to his experience with other texts?

The source material in Chapter 41 highlights a stark contrast in Balasaheb Deo's reading habits. While he was able to read other books regularly and without issue, his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari were constantly thwarted. Despite a powerful desire to study it, he found that his resolution would not hold without interruption. When he picked up other books, they were read consistently, but when he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would surface, preventing him from developing a true love for it and keeping the reading superficial.