How did Balasaheb Deo's attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari progress, and what was the turning point in his approach?

Balasaheb Deo's attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari were marked by consistent failure, as detailed in Chapter 41. He had a strong intention to read it daily but was always met with interruptions. He even took a three-month leave, traveling from Shirdi to his home in Ponda for rest, but still, the desire to read the Dnyaneshwari was not fulfilled. His efforts were so unsuccessful that even a minimal commitment of reading five verses (Ovis) daily did not happen with regularity. The turning point came from this distress. He shifted his approach entirely, making a firm resolve to surrender the effort. He decided he would only commence reading when Sai Baba personally gave him the order and the love for the text, demonstrating a complete reliance on his Guru's grace.