How did Baba's outward expressions sometimes contradict his inner feelings, as shown in the story with Amani?

Chapter 29 provides a clear example of Baba's outward actions differing from his internal state. When the young girl Amani persistently asked for money, Baba would put on a display of feigned anger, making comments like, "I've got useless freeloaders!". However, the text explicitly states that "this anger was only external; inside, waves of love were surging." Following this playful, angry display, he would always reach into his bag and give her a rupee. This daily interaction, as detailed in Chapter 29, reveals that his apparent irritation was merely a facade for his profound affection and generosity.