How did Baba describe his personal experience and feelings during the twelve years he spent at his Guru's feet?

Baba's account of his twelve years with his Guru, found in Chapter 19, is one of profound love and total absorption. He describes his Guru as a 'veritable idol of devotion and love' who cared for him like a mother, ensuring he had no shortage of food or clothing. Baba's devotion was so complete that he would gaze at his Guru's face day and night, feeling neither hunger nor thirst. He states, 'without the Guru, my mind was restless.' His Guru was his sole contemplation and goal, and he knew 'no other sight,' highlighting a period of intense, joyous, and all-consuming spiritual focus.