Even though the author feels silence is the best praise, why does he feel compelled to write about Sai Baba in Chapter 49?

In Chapter 49, the author explains that while he believes silence is the truest praise for the Sadguru, he cannot remain still because Sai's qualities constantly inspire him. He uses a powerful metaphor to illustrate his motivation: just as one who tastes a sweet delicacy wants to share it with a circle of friends, he feels the need to share the bliss of Sai with other listeners. He believes this act of sharing doubles the "bliss of the self-essence." Therefore, this desire to share the spiritual feast and ensure that others can also partake in the experience overcomes his inclination toward silence.