Describe the paradox in Balasaheb Deo's reading habits as explained in his story.

Balasaheb Deo's story, as told in chapter 41, presents a curious paradox in his spiritual practices. He was fully capable of reading other books regularly and without interruption. In fact, even when he took a three-month leave to rest, he completed his other regular readings. The paradox was that despite his strong intent and great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, he consistently failed. The text suggests that when he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise, the reading would feel superficial, and his resolution would crumble, a problem he did not face with other texts.