Describe the internal conflict that Kakasaheb Dixit was experiencing which led him to desire a meeting with Sai Baba.

Kakasaheb Dixit was experiencing a profound internal conflict regarding his spiritual progress. He confided that despite his efforts and performing spiritual practices to exhaustion, his mind would not remain steady. The source material from Chapter 51 quotes him saying, "It slips away unnoticed." He felt that no matter how alert he remained, the mind's escape was a "profound mystery." This feeling of helplessness and having a spiritually "lame" mind created an intense longing to meet a Guru, specifically Sai Baba, whom he hoped could resolve this deep-seated issue.