Describe the internal conflict Amir Shakkar experienced that led him to leave the Chavadi without permission.

Amir Shakkar's experience at the Chavadi was a mix of external suffering and internal faith. While his rheumatism was aggravated by the damp and cold, his faith in Sai Baba initially allowed him to stay happily. However, as Chapter 22 recounts, after a prolonged period, he grew tired of being confined to one place. The stay began to feel like imprisonment, and his mind started to desire freedom over dependency. A powerful thought, "Enough of this prison!", arose within him. This internal conflict between his duty to obey and his desire for freedom culminated in him leaving the Chavadi without Baba's permission and going to Kopergaon.