Describe Balasaheb Deo's specific spiritual struggle regarding the reading of a particular scripture.

Balasaheb Deo experienced a significant spiritual struggle related to his desire to read the Dnyaneshwari. As detailed in chapter 41, despite having a great desire to read it daily, he found that some obstacle would invariably arise, preventing him from maintaining his resolution. This was perplexing because he could read other books regularly. When he did attempt the Dnyaneshwari, doubts would surface in his heart, making the reading feel superficial and preventing him from developing a true love for it. His efforts were so thwarted that he couldn't even manage to read five verses, or Ovis, with daily consistency.