Delving into the author's personal journey, what inner conflicts, motivations, and moments of doubt are revealed in Chapter 2 regarding the writing of the Sai Satcharitra?

Chapter 2 provides a candid look into the author's internal state as he embarked on this sacred project. He expressed significant self-doubt, questioning his ability to complete such a monumental task. Having crossed sixty years of age, he worried that his intellect was no longer sharp and that his weakness might cause the effort to fail. This doubt is also captured in his analogy of being a small Titwi bird trying to empty the vast ocean of Sai's life. Despite these reservations, his primary motivation was a deep-seated love for Baba and a desire to collect these stories for simple and loving devotees. He mentioned this idea to Madhavrao (Shama) and ultimately resolved his doubt by framing the effort as a form of worship, trusting that, as described in Chapter 2, Baba himself would guide his pen.