Could you explain Balasaheb Deo's struggle with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, much like one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, as Chapter 41 describes, he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Even when he took a three-month leave and went to his home, other tasks and books took precedence, and his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari felt superficial due to doubts arising in his heart. His resolution faltered to the point where he couldn't even manage to read five verses daily with regularity. This ongoing failure to fulfill his spiritual desire caused him great distress and led him to a new resolution.