Could you elaborate on the specific obstacles Deo faced when trying to read the Dnyaneshwari?

The text from Chapter 41 describes Balasaheb Deo's obstacles in several ways. While it mentions that "some obstacle or other would come," it also gets more specific about his internal state. When Deo would take the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise in his heart. This internal conflict caused his reading to remain superficial and prevented him from developing a genuine love for the scripture. This pattern was persistent, happening even when he took an extended three-month leave from work. His failure to maintain even a small daily practice of five verses demonstrates the depth of the block he experienced, which he ultimately felt only Sai Baba could remove.