Could you detail the specific difficulties Balasaheb Deo encountered while trying to read the Dnyaneshwari, and how this contrasted with his other reading habits?

Balasaheb Deo's struggle with the Dnyaneshwari was quite specific. The source text from Chapter 41 explains that while he could read other books regularly without issue, the Dnyaneshwari was different. Whenever he attempted to read it, some obstacle would arise, or doubts would cloud his mind, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing love for the text. This was a persistent problem; even after taking a three-month leave to rest at home, his desire to read the Dnyaneshwari remained unfulfilled. His resolution to read even a small portion, just five verses daily, did not happen with regularity, showcasing a unique spiritual block related to this particular scripture.