Could you describe the specific obstacles that prevented Deo from completing his daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari?

According to Chapter 41, Balasaheb Deo faced persistent difficulties that prevented his daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari. The text mentions that whenever he tried, "some obstacle or other would come." More specifically, an internal obstacle is described: when he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise in his heart. This internal state caused the reading to feel superficial and prevented him from developing a genuine love for the text. This was so pronounced that even a simplified resolution to read just five verses daily did not happen with any regularity or enthusiasm.