Could you describe Balasaheb Deo's difficulties with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari every day, but he consistently encountered obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this spiritual practice. According to Chapter 41, while other books could be read regularly, his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari would invariably fail. When he did attempt to read it, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a deep love for the text. The struggle was so persistent that even his attempt to read just five verses, or Ovis, daily did not happen with regularity, causing him great distress.