Can you tell me about Balasaheb Deo's struggle with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, much like one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, as detailed in Chapter 41, he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Whenever he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a true love for it. This was in contrast to other books, which he could read regularly. The struggle was so great that even his resolution to read a mere five verses daily did not come to fruition with any regularity.