Can you explain the specific spiritual struggle Balasaheb Deo faced regarding the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a deep and persistent desire to read the Dnyaneshwari every day, much like one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, as detailed in Chapter 41, he faced constant obstacles that prevented this from happening. Whenever he took the book in hand, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a genuine love for the text. Even when he resolved to read just five verses daily, he found he could not maintain the practice with regularity, which caused him great distress and ultimately led to a new resolution involving Sai Baba.