Can you explain the specific resolution Balasaheb Deo made about reading the Dnyaneshwari?

After numerous failed attempts to maintain a daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo felt distressed and recognized that his own efforts were insufficient. As Chapter 41 recounts, this led him to make a very specific and firm resolution based on faith in his Guru. He vowed, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He essentially handed over the responsibility for this spiritual practice to Sai Baba, deciding to wait for a direct, personal command before he would take the book in hand again. This act of surrender was his ultimate solution to the persistent obstacles he faced.