Can you explain the specific challenges Balasaheb Deo faced when he tried to read the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced several specific challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari, as described in Chapter 41 of the Shri Sai Satcharita. Although he had a strong intention and desire, various obstacles would always arise, preventing him from maintaining a daily reading practice. When he would take the book in hand, doubts would surface in his heart, which caused the reading to remain superficial and prevented him from developing a deep love for the text. This was in contrast to other books, which he could read regularly without issue. The frustration grew to the point where even his resolution to read a mere five verses (Ovis) daily could not be sustained.