Can you explain the internal conflict and specific thoughts Dharamsee had when Baba offered him the grapes?

When Boss Dharamsee was offered grapes by Sai Baba, he experienced significant internal turmoil, as detailed in Chapter 35. His first problem was that he disliked grapes with seeds, preferring seedless ones. Secondly, a doctor had forbidden him from eating unwashed fruit, creating a health concern. This led to a cascade of thoughts: he felt it was difficult to eat them, but his mind felt heavy at the prospect of rejecting them. He even thought, "If he is a saint, how does he not know That I do not like these grapes? Why does he force them upon me?" This conflict between his personal aversion, medical advice, and the social pressure of accepting a gift from a saint troubled his heart deeply.