Can you explain the difficulties Balasaheb Deo faced in his spiritual reading and the resolution he made as a result?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but as Chapter 41 explains, he constantly encountered obstacles that prevented this practice from becoming a regular rule. Despite a strong intent, the resolution would not hold, and even reading five verses daily did not happen consistently. Distressed by this failure, Deo made a firm resolution rooted in faith: he would only resume reading the Dnyaneshwari when Sai Baba himself gave a direct order to 'Read.' He decided to wait for Baba's explicit command, believing that only then would he receive the necessary love and impetus for the practice.