Can you explain the author's personal reflection on writing the Satcharitra found in Chapter 30? It seems like he feels he's not the real author.

In Chapter 30, the author, Hemadpant, expresses profound humility regarding his role in writing the Sri Sai Satcharitra. He questions his own qualifications, asking, "what qualification do I have?" He firmly believes that the work is not his own but that Sai Baba Himself is the one getting it accomplished. The author sees himself as a mere vessel or instrument. As described in this chapter, he beautifully describes Sai as the "illuminator of my speech" and a "capable lamp of knowledge" who destroys the darkness of ignorance. This faith in Sai stilled the wavering of his mind and made the monumental task feel effortless.