Can you explain Balasaheb Deo's difficulties with reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo had a great desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, but he consistently faced obstacles that prevented him from doing so. As detailed in Chapter 41, unlike other books which he could read regularly, his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari would not hold without interruption. Even when he took a three-month leave from work to rest, he found himself reading other books but could not fulfill his desire to read this specific scripture. When he did try, doubts would arise in his heart, which made the reading feel superficial and prevented him from developing a love for it. His efforts were so unsuccessful that he could not even manage to read five verses, or Ovis, daily with any regularity.