Can you detail the specific challenges Balasaheb Deo faced with the Dnyaneshwari compared to his other reading habits?

Balasaheb Deo's challenges with the Dnyaneshwari were quite specific and stood in stark contrast to his other reading. According to Chapter 41, while he managed to read other books regularly, an 'obstacle or other' would always prevent him from maintaining a daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari. Even when he took a three-month leave and went home to Ponda, he read other books but could not make progress with the Dnyaneshwari. A key internal challenge was that whenever he picked it up, doubts would surface, making the reading feel superficial. This lack of connection persisted to the point where even a resolution to read a mere five verses daily did not succeed.