Can you describe the specific challenges, both internal and external, that prevented Balasaheb Deo from reading the Dnyaneshwari?

Balasaheb Deo faced a series of challenges in his attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari. According to Chapter 41, there were always unspecified external obstacles that would arise and prevent a regular reading schedule. Even when he took a three-month leave to rest at home, other tasks and books took precedence. Internally, a more significant challenge was that whenever he took the Dnyaneshwari in hand, "some doubts would arise in the heart." This caused the reading to feel superficial and prevented him from developing love for the scripture, making even a small commitment of five verses a day impossible to maintain.