Can you describe the internal conflict Dharamsee felt when Baba offered him the grapes?

Boss Dharamsee experienced a significant internal conflict when presented with the grapes. According to Chapter 35, several factors contributed to his turmoil. Firstly, he had a personal dislike for grapes with seeds, and a "problem arose at the very beginning." Secondly, he felt it would be difficult to eat them but also felt "heavy in his mind to reject them," showing his conflict between personal preference and respect for a saint. Thirdly, a doctor had forbidden him from eating unwashed grapes, adding a layer of practical health concern. He was so troubled that he contemplated how to dispose of the seeds without defiling the sacred space. This combination of personal dislike, social pressure, and medical advice created a complex dilemma for him.