Can you describe the internal conflict Dharamsee experienced when he was first offered grapes by Sai Baba?

Dharamsee faced significant internal turmoil when offered grapes, as detailed in Chapter 35. He had a strong dislike for grapes with seeds and preferred the seedless variety. Moreover, he was under doctor's orders not to eat unwashed grapes. He felt it was difficult to eat them but also felt heavy in his mind to reject the offering. This led to a cascade of thoughts, including how he could not defile the holy place with leftover seeds, so he initially put them in his pocket. This internal conflict culminated in him mentally questioning Baba's abilities, wondering, 'If he is a saint, how does he not know that I do not like these grapes?'