Can you describe the difficulties a devotee named Balasaheb Deo faced with his spiritual practice and how he resolved to overcome them?

Balasaheb Deo had a profound desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, similar to how one might read a chapter of the Bhagavad Gita. However, as detailed in Chapter 41, he consistently encountered obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. Even when he took a three-month leave and went home to Ponda, other tasks and books took precedence, and his resolution remained unfulfilled. He found that doubts would arise in his heart whenever he tried to read it, making the experience superficial. Distressed by his inability to even read five verses daily, Deo made a firm resolve to only begin reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba Himself gave the direct order and love to do so.