Can you describe the different attempts Balasaheb Deo made to read the Dnyaneshwari before he finally gave up and made a vow?

Balasaheb Deo's attempts to read the Dnyaneshwari were marked by persistence and repeated failure. Initially, he resolved to read it daily, much like one would read the Bhagavad Gita, but obstacles always arose. Chapter 41 notes that he even took a three-month leave from his job and went to his home in Ponda, but this dedicated time also proved fruitless for reading the Dnyaneshwari. His primary problem was a lack of internal connection, as doubts would cloud his mind, making the reading superficial. He then scaled back his goal, resolving to read at least five verses, or Ovis, daily. However, the text reveals that even this minimal practice did not happen with regularity or enthusiasm, which ultimately led him to surrender his effort and resolve to wait for Sai Baba's direct order.