Can you describe the author's personal feelings and doubts about undertaking the project of writing the Sai Satcharitra as mentioned in Chapter 2?

Chapter 2 provides a very personal glimpse into the author's state of mind. While he felt a strong desire and even an obsession to collect Baba's stories for the benefit of devotees, he was also filled with significant doubt. He mentions that he had crossed sixty years of age and felt his intellect was "not sharp and feels empty." He worried that due to weakness, the effort might fail and result in "only empty talk." The chapter recounts how he shared these doubts with Madhavrao (Shama). Despite these fears, he concluded that even the effort of talking about Sai was a worthy spiritual goal, which ultimately propelled him to begin the work.