Can you describe Balasaheb Deo's spiritual struggle related to reading the Dnyaneshwari?

The story of Balasaheb Deo, as detailed in the sacred texts, highlights a significant spiritual struggle. Despite having a strong desire to read the Dnyaneshwari daily, he consistently encountered obstacles that prevented him from maintaining this practice. As described in Chapter 41, even when he took a three-month leave and went home to rest, other tasks and books took precedence, and his resolution for the Dnyaneshwari remained unfulfilled. The reading felt superficial, and love for the text did not arise within him, leading him to become distressed that his resolution could not be brought to success.