Based on Chapter 49, what is the author's perspective on writing about the Sadguru, and what is their motivation?

In Chapter 49, the author expresses that describing the Sadguru's greatness is an impossible task, stating that even the Vedas and Puranas grew weary of this praise. The author acknowledges that "maintaining silence is the real praise of the Sadguru." However, they are compelled to write because Sai's "unfathomable Leela" makes it impossible to remain still. The motivation is likened to sharing a sweet delicacy; the author feels the need to share the bliss with the "circle of listeners" so that the joy doubles, leading to the creation of this "culinary arrangement of essence."