Analyzing Deo's struggle, what was the nature of the 'obstacle' preventing him from reading the Dnyaneshwari, and how did his solution represent a deeper form of spiritual practice?

The obstacles Balasaheb Deo faced were not merely external or related to a lack of time; they were profoundly internal. Chapter 41 reveals that when he tried to read, "some doubts would arise in the heart," which made the reading feel "superficial" and prevented genuine "love" for the text from blossoming. His solution was a sophisticated act of spiritual surrender. Instead of applying more willpower, which had already failed, he shifted his approach from self-effort to complete reliance on grace. By resolving to wait for Sai's direct command, Deo was practicing a higher form of devotion, acknowledging that the inspiration and ability for such a sacred practice must ultimately come from the Guru, not just from personal resolution.