After failing to read the Dnyaneshwari many times, what specific vow did Balasaheb Deo make?

After repeated and frustrating failures to read the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo made a very specific and firm vow based on complete surrender to his Guru. As detailed in Chapter 41, he resolved to stop relying on his own efforts. He made a rule for himself: "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." This was not just a casual wish but a firm resolve made with faith at Sai's feet. He decided he would only commence his study of the Dnyaneshwari upon receiving a direct order from Sai Baba. This act of surrender shifted the responsibility for initiating the spiritual practice from himself to his Guru, showing his deep faith that the true impulse for such an endeavor must come from a divine source.