After failing to read the Dnyaneshwari consistently, what specific resolution did Balasaheb Deo make?

After numerous failed attempts to maintain a daily reading of the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo felt distressed and made a firm resolution born of faith. According to Chapter 41, he decided he would no longer try to force the practice on his own. Instead, he made a rule for himself, resolving, "Only when Sai Himself gives love And says 'Read,' then will I start without any confusion." He placed his faith entirely at Sai Baba's feet, determining that he would only commence reading the sacred text again when he received a direct order from his Guru to do so.