After failing to read the Dnyaneshwari consistently, what firm resolve did Balasaheb Deo make?

Feeling distressed by his repeated failures to read the Dnyaneshwari, Balasaheb Deo made a unique and firm resolution. As detailed in Chapter 41, he decided to completely surrender the initiative to his Guru. He resolved that he would only begin reading the sacred text when Sai Baba Himself gave him a direct order to do so and instilled the necessary love for it in his heart. This was an act of complete faith, where Deo placed the responsibility at Sai's feet, choosing to wait for a clear divine command rather than continuing to struggle with his own efforts.