After failing repeatedly to read the Dnyaneshwari, what resolution did Balasaheb Deo make?

Feeling distressed by his consistent failure to read the Dnyaneshwari, even after resolving to read a mere five verses a day, Balasaheb Deo made a new, firm resolution. According to Chapter 41, he decided to stop relying on his own efforts. Instead, he placed his faith entirely at Sai Baba's feet and made a rule for himself. He vowed that he would only commence reading the Dnyaneshwari again when Sai Baba himself gave him the love for it and a direct order to 'Read.' Until that specific command came from his Guru, Deo resolved to wait without confusion, completely surrendering his desire to Sai's will.