According to Chapter 49, what motivated the author to write this work despite believing silence is the best praise?

In Chapter 49, the author explains a compelling internal conflict. He acknowledges that "maintaining silence is the real praise of the Sadguru," but he cannot remain still because "each quality of Sai makes me forget that silence." The primary motivation is the desire to share the profound joy he experiences. He uses a beautiful metaphor, comparing the experience to tasting a sweet delicacy and feeling an irresistible urge to share it with friends and listeners so that "the bliss of the self-essence doubles." As revealed in Chapter 49, this deep-seated desire to share the bliss led to the creation of this spiritual text.