According to Chapter 49, what is the author's perspective on writing about the Sadguru, and why does he choose to write despite feeling that silence is the best praise?

Chapter 49 of the Sai Satcharitra details the author's internal conflict about describing the Sadguru's greatness. He initially believes that silence is the most fitting praise, as even the Vedas and Puranas grew weary of this task. However, he explains that the sweetness of Sai's Leelas (divine play) compels him to speak and write. He likens this process to tasting a sweet delicacy and wanting to share it with friends and listeners so the bliss can be doubled. This desire to share the experience with others motivates him to create what he calls a "culinary arrangement of essence" for fellow devotees.